Good or Bad, Fate of SUCCESS is not MINE

Exservicemen are for security guards/watchmen...etc
Mostly the common think this way...all are gunners only. Though there is nothing wrong in it...or being a gunner for the country we belong to/the mother nation.

It is also important to say all won't get this opportunity. Some believe in big also dream to join as a service man-matter of pride...👍

However,
Exservicemen need to carry bottles to "babujis offices" (even to those khakhiwala) for getting their job done.
Otherwise, 10 times they'll make you to walk up&down.

2.

I didn't get my family property. Only Due to few money minded Babus...joining hands with a business tycoon/sibling !! (This includes..Land Registration dept, Tahsildar/Taluk officer, Village officer,etc.) I come to know this only after many years.

Though I was deserving (other legal heir) for 50%.

Mother&Father(1952 graduated! Railway employed !!) joined the kidnapper/manipulator  brother....who is not a exserviceman...but a well to do big business man.

The govt supported whom..
Why didn't the babus ask...where is the other man. How could they manipulate.

I have no issues. Personally.
But, this is the way govt babus supports(killing them live. They must have made a death certificate on my name. I assume 😁) ESM taking money.

Chorom ka raaj 👌👍💐💐

3.Personally, I have no complaints. But ...I being an ESM too...cant dream or attempt...such solutions ever in my life.

ESMs generally prefer straight life...straight professions.

Though I'm a filmmaker (worked with kbsir..), an intern of IIT(madras)for digital film making, have few awards my debut works(available in youtube)

Beloved Aravanan Sir..
,,,
As you might recollect ...the audio recordings of carnatic vocalist Sri.Shankaran Namboothiri (I remember Mrs.Aravanan Sir..with gratitude..who corrected the lyrics...of the entire work...so patiently...with dedication to the country💐👌👍)@Anjali Digital Recording studion, SA Rd, cochin just opposite to varsha apts.

..my 24 audio productions..included..."parukkulle nalla naadu"....10 bharathiyar songs..one people one india concepts...in year 2005 (where the recent so called "jaisriram parties..or their bhakts"  were/was yet to learn "such patriotism"!!)

I went producing with my own money..nothing from any...nor from family.

But i was failed by fraudsters....this includs one senior fellow mr.vadyanathan who was engaged in copying my products and distributing through his worldwide website..
finally caught redhand(by me&handed over to police) handed over to the kerala police...under the copy right acts...however not much happened(nor I'm in knowledge of anything after that. Press/media all have telecasted. The guilty was detained at Kadavantra SHO for one day!)

&few retailers...who includes..both chronic/acute bhakts 😁😏
Some rss workers are yet to give me my share from the sold albums.

Never worried. But I need to say...in public...before my end(for this, mass reporting may happen as my previous 3 accounts were blocked/hacked. Out of which, for one the credit goes to fb itself👍

No issues...
I never brought anything..here..
So never carry anything...from here😀
These had happened even before..
If you take the epic "mahabharat" of this land..
Amba,Ambika,Ambalika,Gandhari,Kunti, Karna, Arjuna, Draupadi,Abhimanyu,Khadolkacha,....and so called "Ram", Seeta mayya,...etc..etc...ALL WERE CHEATED SO NICELY& SWEET..
so, I'm nothing...bigger than these names...so that I shouldn't get cheated.
I have no issues 😊😊 at all👍
But, believe me...one of my masters (Late)Bharat Gopi used to tell to me...even in interviews..that he "should've born outside"...
...
...
Recollecting it...
I too must'd !? 😢😊😐😯

Anyways..
I wont stay borrowing someone's money(for living), not repaying...or someone's idea (for films)and replaying.

I have good contacts in Bollywood/K/T/Mwoods. They mostly..all know me..My potentials...rather abilities were proven...infront of their eyes👍

But they too never came forward for me(eventhough, few were approached by me) to produce/project with me...for something new...interesting for maximum reach...maximum entertainment...thus maximum business&profits.

But, being an ESM (straight and or honest), I never get supports...or ever set goals with me....since I don't get their confidence, since most of them play with dirty sources ...(i wish, better I stop narrating it now)

No issues..
No...never desperate too..
😊😊

I have my days..sure👍
I will remain best from the lot of ESMs, and will make them having a buddy from their lot👍

I shall wait for that 2021 to happen...😊😊😃
It would be start up year for me🙏, if im alive

Last...but not the least is:
Yea..
One thing that I'm sure is: "if success do not follow you though worth for it, it's the fate of success; not mine"